& i dont know whether can I survive there? i really dont know. once, i felt like giving up. BUT its kinda stupid of me to eventually gives up just like that WHEN i haf went thru hell so far. the HELLS that i went thru in the past WAS & WERE BETTA OFF THAN RIGHT NOW! its just my 3rd day, coz im off on monday, & my 1st day working with that effing boss, he aimed me to the max! super to the max. i dont know wat the fuck that ive done there. pardon me for the "lil" wrongs that ive done, WHICH is just MINOR. coz it's been long since i did alot of things. d bar, d cash, d floor. but neither ONCE i forgot everything. i DIDNT forget AT AT ALL!! i JUST need time to adjust. with the environment like that, i think i can't. i assumed only. but as a matter of fact, the more u aim-ed me, the more ill do a fcuking GOOD job in front of you, & let alone YOUR staffs will follow the way I am. ill do it silently. im not changing BUT in fact, im just trying to clean & clear ALL the shits that ur side has messed it up! now i know how u run the operation. in fact, its just the 1st day i work with u. there will be more & more days ill be working with u. & i wanna see how capable my HOB, or shud i say, SSM is like. but seriously, i could get depression over there. really i can. i'd rather quit than having depression there. NOT worth it AT ALL. idk whether is it about the people or the environment that i hate/dislike. OR should i say, the operation flow there. coz different ppl got its own style of doing it. dont force me to do things that i long-ed time neva do it. my temper stops just like that. but dont like my temper goes up again, i dont want it to happen, yet again. really i dont. its hard for me to loosen down my temper, dont let it burnt out just like that. really, i just dislike that. dislike it so much. wateva it is, bless me. bless me that good things will come. really. coz i dont wanna stuck there for a LONG PERIOD OF TIME. p.s: "Its different coz u guys are not in my shoes." TAKE CARE PEEPS.