Imagining my 3years down at the outlet where I grew, now it shattered.
I was unwillingly accepting the fact that im gg to a MORE bigger & high volume outlet.
Yurp, its true. Its another way of improving myself to another level.
what afraid me the most is, whether can i follow the pace there?
the people there? the staffs there? the HOB there? the atmosphere there?
thats wat im afraid of.
i dont want ppl to step over my head, thinking that they can bully me.
In fact, for the 1st month, i HAVE to be humble.
but within that 1st month, if they begins to step my head, i wont hesitate to voice out.
so what im working with an HOB of the rank SSM?
as a SSM, he/she needs & be able to control their management levels, not until like this.
gosh, now back to square one.
Like wat Cath said, i must know my friends & my enemies.
1st month, is through observing.
i must really blend fast, like zizie.
gg there as a management level, i guess the expectations will be high.
i coudlnt afford to make Cath/Aziz feels ashamed, well thanks to me.
i MUST make them proud. Super proud.
im gonna miss EVERYONE in my outlet.
IS. my 2nd home.
where i felt home/loved/hatred/relieved there.
Working with various types of people/staffs, from HOB, to ASM, to SHM, to CAPT, to J/CAPT to PT.
knowing their characters, from being a timid gal till i managed to voice out like a manager, i managed to pull myself out from those shells.
I've learnt alot from IS.
indeed, gg to Bugis, be it PBJ or CBJ, i know, they are giving me another opportunity to build up my management level skills.
the news being told by my HOB that day, really made my heart demoralised.
i couldnt say anything much.
i kept quiet, feeling emotional.
d 1st day when i got to know, i didnt cry, but in fact, my heart sank to d max. its like as though ive broke up with my bf.
d 2nd day, i felt it too much. i felt that my heart hurts d most.
i cried, while gg home from work.
i wanted so much to hug & talk to someone on that particular day.
But it seems that my bff was bz with her stuffs, so we didnt meet up.
Walking down towards d train + listening to d music, suddenly i felt emotional.
i didnt know that i cried. but its not too bad.
but the worst one was when i reached home.
i couldnt bear with it, i cried my lungs out.
felt relieved.
but now, i dont know how am i gg to react this sunday?
5more days with them.
i grew with them, esp Liyan & HuiRu.
being the bar trainer, & being d middle-person when they need something, i learnt to love them.
im their walking SOP as well as information centre.
now, they haf to rely on themselves.
they need to communicate with zizie & as well as cath.
they need to open up more, together.
gg out from IS, before month end, was indeed a stupid thing.
because, cath & zizie are all alone for month end, with allan's on leave.
with the j/capt coming to d outlet, i hope u guys can blend with her.
shes your new team members.
now, im coping well with the decision made by my upper management.
i began to look at d brightside.
experience. learning journey.
ill brg whateva knowledge that i haf made in IS to my new working place.
i WILL survive!!!

to my staffs, pls give ur utmost support to your HOB & d 2 managers.
please.
i dont know how its gg to be like, but i guess everything shall & will goes well.
i will miss u guys.
dont miss me too much.
& i bet, theres a lil bit of freedom inside bar rite?
coz no more silent killer.

but wateva i taught u guys, bear that in mind k.
good luck peeps.
last few days.
take care.
will miss u guys!
ill promise to drop by whenever im free!