Hello People!!

I'm BACK!! once again!!
hmm.
eyes & d allergy thingy has recovered!
happy to the max!
woohoo..
came back to work, checked, updates & more.
alot of things yaw!
catching up a few things, make changes with the agreements.
i felt lost suddenly.
coz i no longer hold the bar.
but i still make d decision though, but i need to go thru with my asst bar trainer 1st.
yeah.
a change is betta.
coz who knows, i might just be gone out from IS immediately.
i dont know.
the days are quite near.
i must enjoy every moments i haf in IS.
but who knows, i might still be a captain.
no changes.
things may change, anytime.
i might not be a gd trainer to anyone, but i know, i've done my best.
i've to let go of things that has been long-ed with me.
i cant possibly hold on to it for so long.
coz i know, ive done my very best for the bar.
so it's time for me to let it go.
i just dont want my asst bar trainer to go thru the same way like how i used to experience.
it's a bad experience though.
i need to get the shits done, alone.
just leaving it like that.
do u know how stressful it may seems?
without anyone's help.
now, u r pretty lucky coz theres alot of ppl helping u out.
assists u, & such.
dont worry, coz im still the bar trainer. but u haf more say than me.
hmm.
it's time for a change.
i need to voice out more than wat im doing now.

i think im improving. *being thick-skinned*.
on top of that, everything's cool.
& i hope everyone are happy with wat's happening at work & personal life.

take care peeps.
ill see u guys soon.
=).

& i dont want the same mistakes to be repeated again.
& i think i may go out from IS, anytime soon.